Been such an emotional mess this week! Dont know what its all about but i feel so stuck and keep going over all these questions that are a bit ridiculous.
How do we know we love the people we do, like I know i love them but what if its not enough.
How do you know when someone isnt in it anymore? What do you do if they arent?
What if we make loads of plans then never follow anything through?
What if im not the person people expect me to be anymore?
I feel so bleh, but i also know its fine and everything will be awesome. This week long distance sucks, i need cuddles and someone else to genuinely tell me itll all be fine. I want a car, i want a house and i want a cat, i want to build a wee life and live reasonably happy, whats wrong with that?
Mostly, i want to feel like I’m not in it alone, and that i am important.